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noordnrydreamr
Until a person takes responsibility for where he is, there is no basis for moving on. The bad news is that the past was in your hands, but the good news is that the future, my friend, is also in your hands. -Andy Andrews, The Travelers Gift

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noordnrydreamr
Maybe that's it..maybe I won't or can't or don't let myself be ok because deep down I don't feel like I'm worthy. Because I couldn't do what needed to be done..I couldn't save who needed to be saved, so I torture myself in return..

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noordnrydreamr
There are always so many thoughts roaming around in my head, some I share, many I don't. However, I've always wanted to start a journal or a blog, and nows a good a time as any, right? I need to purge, I need to sort, I need to make sense and peace of it all. I long to get down to the very core of me. I've come to a place in my life, where everything's telling me to focus on myself for once. I have the time and energy to do so, but I guess I'm finding myself struggling. I truly do understand the expression 'trying to find yourself', because, however silly it may sound, its not as easy as it may seem. Especially when you have, for so long, focused elsewhere. I can say for sure, that you can put it off and put it off, focus on everything aneveryone else in the world but yourself, but it will always follow you... Maybe you're running from yourself, maybe you're hiding from yourself, or maybe you're lying to yourself..in any case, it will always catch up with you..so you can either face it head on, or you can keep on running, and keep ending up right back where you started..

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